someone Stole My REAL Body....

~Update~

2009-08-27T16:20:00.002+12:00

It's been so long since I posted here man talk about slack..Been so busy with volunteer work and mainly music that time seems to slip away.Anyhooooo bout time i found the right side of the tracks again or is that right side of the scales...WHAT THIS SPACE!! ;-)

Happy New Year!!! 2009

2009-01-01T22:35:00.001+13:00

2008-12-29T17:01:00.001+13:00

ohhhhhh pretty new background for me to play with found a nice one, didn't want to put up a new year one too early! Had a hot couple of days yay! good to see that summer is coming.. Christmas day was cool, better than being to hot

2008-12-28T15:49:00.002+13:00

Christmas been and gone for another year , will have to honestly say i am glad its over and it didn't feel like Christmas...Just been mucking round the last few days will be starting all over again the 2nd Jan is my new date...

2008-12-21T12:50:00.000+13:00

Sunday again already,, 4 days till Santa comes.. Weight is going down.. or the tape measure is showing things on it. Been so busy..

2008-12-17T07:48:00.002+13:00

middle of the week already..yawns,, i could go back to bed but 2 more days left of school LOL...only 2 day and tomorrow left at the Sallies for the year for me,, yay cause this week has been so busy filled with crazy shopper's looking for bargains and YIP we have had alot of them.. I even got myself a cool glass topped coffee table for $7.50 looks great in the lounge.. Well better get the kids all ready for school and get off to the Warehouse to get myself a purdy crystal necklace..

2008-12-14T11:16:00.001+13:00

well i am turning this thing off for the rest of the day and going to do something constructive before we have to all go out... ttfn! Have a gr8 weekend!!

2008-12-14T10:33:00.004+13:00

Just got back from my first 2km bike ride.. LOL It's taken me this long to actually get motivated... Told hubby that I am aiming for 2km a day for the first week, then will extend it 4km and go from there.. Santa parade is on today, so have to get organised for it.. The girls are going with hubby in the truck.. I am walking with the Sallies :)

2008-12-13T21:54:00.001+13:00

snickers @ self.. i was mucking round and attempted to make my own background.. just gotta fix it tomrrow now and actually make sure the sides are BOTH the same size.. he-he

well thats enough mucking round with it for tonight.......at least it looks like both sides are now even.. ho ho ho

2008-12-13T21:01:00.002+13:00

I had a visit from an old friend today, dropping off a wedding invite for February next year, sh*t it ain't that far away.. I ate my last mallowpuff tonight.. And am starting again tomorrow.. I have no willpower but don't want to go as "the fat friend" to his wedding.. **cries** soooooooooo i am setting myself a mini goal of 5kg..by 31st January! and then we will see how i have gone.. :) i know that i can do it if i just change my thinking and KEEP out of the fridge/cupboard.. so that means being good over xmas..

2008-12-05T20:08:00.002+13:00

Haven't updated for a few days i am getting really busy @ the shop and things are hectic @ home.. Everything is winding up for the year and i am so NOT ready for it.. Felt quiet yucky today i blame it on the lolly cake balls i made yesterday to take to the Guide break up , knew i shouldn't have made them, making for xmas too BUT alas i know not to do it till xmas eve.. LOL I am being normally good so it was silly to eat them... Biking's going well.. Walking ok too...
Still need a bit more motivation.. Next year i have decided to join the gym when the kids go back to school...

2008-12-02T08:59:00.002+13:00

i biked to the shop yesterday, i decided that i was going to be good and just do it!! today's plan is a block which is 2 kms and by the end of the week increased to twice round it.. a few bits of shopping to do this morning and i will do it after lunch..thinking its going to be a warm day walking to school was kinda blah out there..

December 1st

2008-12-01T07:32:00.003+13:00

A whole new month and a new blank canvas.. Yip this month is MY month...Starting with today's giving hubby the keys for the car so if I want to go somewhere I have to walk or bike.. UNLESS it's actually grocery day or pising down with rain and the girls have school! I am so tired of my own excuses of NOT helping myself.. December is my month to get under 100kg..I was really angry with myself but have refocused and read a bit of The Secret, to motivate me and my thinking.

2008-11-30T15:00:00.003+13:00

Just another manic Sunday.. Trucks to clean, farkin 4wd has a earth wire that keeps flattening the battery, and decides to do it at the worse possible time.. I finished grandma's montage and took it to MIL and Uncle J yesterday , they loved it but it was sad to watch. I wanted to add a true media one of here but am too blonde to think about it at the moment.. Can't believe that tomorrow is the 1st December FGS! anyhooo better go organise dinner and kids for school tomorrow.

2008-11-28T09:30:00.002+13:00

I really hate Fridays! Most would wonder why, well for me its my BIG housework day, and yes I am here cause I am thinking on where to farkin start... sighs... The kids round here are ever so helpful NOT! Looks @ the shoes lying all over the floor miss 5 has about 4 pairs in the lounge, miss 12 has 3 pairs.. grrrrrrrrrr... I should start picking it up, dropping it in the clothing bin later that will learn them....

2008-11-25T09:19:00.004+13:00

Only one month till Christmas, seems really that this year has gone fast, well for me it has... weird day, seen rainbows and rain and the wind so strong that the recycle bins are flying down the street. LOL Not sure what I am doing today should go to the shop and help but shesh, I really wanna just blob YUP and its only Tuesday.. LOL might do some baking for the kids and hubbies lunches for the rest of the week..And then go, if it wasn't windy and I wasn't scared I would get blown off my bike I would bike LOL....

**~Happy Birthday Grandma D~**

Wish you where here to celebrate with us..

You would of been 86 today..

R.I.P

2008-11-23T22:09:00.003+13:00

Weekend is nearly over.. and look I have my Xmas Tree up.. LOL
Another busy week coming up.. Really going to get my a$$ into gear the next 4 weeks and try and get under 100kg I want double digits not TRIPLE anymore!! Love this new layout... Won't be long and I will be finding me an xmas one.. Finally started to psp again today been months since I made any tags..Not hanging on the TM boards as much cause they are depressing @ the moment.... I have decided Life is too Short to stick around for the arguements over there.. Anyhooooo take care all my fellow bloggers will be reading ya'll this week and looking forward to seeing how everyone is!!! hugs xoxox

Bit of Inspiration for the day too
One definition of insanity is: Doing the same thing again and again and expecting a different result.

2008-11-22T11:04:00.003+13:00

weekend already.. got heaps to do today, and no motivation to even start LOL... may have to go find my timer to get moving.... good week though.. think i am losing cm's.. losing something maybe my mind LOL

woohooo new layout.. YAY ME!!!

2008-11-19T07:47:00.007+13:00

Good Morning, Good Morning...
Or is it??? LOL well I am up so it must be OK!!! Another busy day ahead.
Got to write out my OS Xmas cards, eeeek! one job I try and leave till the last minute, not because I want to BUT because postage is such a rip off!! I have to post them in batches.. LOL Went trinket shopping yesterday, for a friend in the UK, sometimes its hard to find nice wee things in a small town.. But i got a couple of nice wee things.. Don't want postage to e more than the gifts so keeping them flat!

Was making breakfast since the girls think its ok to still be in bed, ahhhhhhhhhhhh HELLO you two have school get UP!! anyway LOL I was making toast and looked at the back of the jars.. vegemite and cheese is less kj than peanut butter he-he so guess what I had.. even used the scales and messaged the cheese slices, am I good??.. Volunteering today, walking A to school and then, will bike down there..BBL!

UPDATING BLOGS

2008-11-18T21:30:00.001+13:00

wonders if some people are slacking...bhahahaha

2008-11-18T16:26:00.002+13:00

I am chucking out the scales..have decided to go by measurements instead, sick of the scales telling me one thing and my clothes something else!!!
Got a busy week ahead, I did post yesterday but its obviously floating round cyberspace!!

Do you choose to simply know the path, or do you choose to walk it?

2008-11-16T12:30:00.001+13:00

looks around... wow house = all CLEAN!

Beautiful day out here.. Yesterday was fab too went to The Groyne's for a picnic with BIL/sil and their 2 boys, then off back to their place for a swim in the pool, BBQ @ the IL's for hubbies birthday ... today just been cleaning up..its about 25.4ºc outside and inside is 26ºc
My eating is going well, cut down on things and actually moving my butt..
When we went out yesterday did a walk round The Groynes with the kids, played soccer and cricket.. BIL thought that he would give me a couple of good bowl's , first one smacked me fair square in the forehead, LOL took about 5 Min's for me to refocus.. chuckles... B@STARD!! was a great day! But was glad to get home, bloody hot inside when we got here..Was glad to go to bed..

2008-11-14T17:36:00.007+13:00

today I feel like my heart has been broken.. son's real dad lives in Inver's and he come out to ask for $$ for petrol and said he had a job interview down there Monday :( I want him to get the most out of his life, but am heart sick that its so far away. I know some will think "toughen up" BUT he maybe the oldest but is still one of my babies...
anyhoooooo not much today been good though.. made hubby sponge and choc cake for his birthday tomorrow and we are off for a picnic..

oh oh oh i forgot my inspiration for today

If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it.

~William Arthur Ward

You get whatever you settle for.

2008-11-13T09:42:00.005+13:00

OK I haven't posted for a few days, my volunteering work @ this time of the year can be busy, as everyone is cleaning out their cupboards/ drawers for new stuff for Xmas...today the girls have Teachers Only day and tomorrow is Show Day, so its a 4 days weekend!!! Trying to get my Xmas shopping done, for some of you who think i am a Grinch.. bhahaha I have about 80% done, the list's all written out on what i am getting everyone..Xmas cards for overseas posting ready to go next week..last night someone said it was 6 weeks till Xmas eve well.. I given myself a 7kg weight loss goal.. :) was going to try for 10kg BUT hey I am realistic. Might take the girls down to the school later and play tennis with miss 12. I even just rang up and got a friend to save me a tennis racket for her @ the sallies.. LOL I suppose if i couldn't be bothered i wouldn't even do that.. anyhooooo I have a pile of stuff to put in the car and drop in the clothing bins.. ttfn

wow! went went and tried to play tennis think i chased the ball more since me daughter thought i was way down the other side lol was fun thought

2008-11-11T09:49:00.001+13:00

Lord if you won't make me skinny please make my friends fat...
chuckles, now that's a good quote...
Lots to do today, shouldn't really be sitting here but just for a minute then i am off for a few hours...Another beautiful day here, was really misty this morning yay for it lifting and showing us what its going to do.. Better go get the washing all done..

2008-11-10T09:00:00.004+13:00

well that's the weekend over...looks like its going to be a hot day already 24.1ºc and only 10.22am eek!!! today am doing that horrible sorting job I never got round to doing yesterday. .. so a quick coffee and off I go.. :)

my inspirational quote for today~

Clear your mind of can't." ~Dr. Samuel Johnson

Food Diary
breakfast
sultana bran
banana & trim milk

coffee

12pm
25.8ºc just watching today's weather cause i can....
am off to get lunch subway today

adds dinner to this....
coleslaw, 1 bun, cold roast chicken.. tomato

10pm Milo
all in all a good day, with one BAD white choc macadamia biscuit from subway

was 29ºc in our main st @1pm so i guess maybe we had about 27ºc

2008-11-09T11:53:00.003+13:00

Well this is my real post for today.. Sitting on my fat bottom, looking round my house I see "tidyish clutter".. Must mean it's time to turn off the PC for the week.. LOL Well almost..
Today I am sorting and bagging stuff for the sallies, dump, and maybe even TM depends on how lazy I feel..So "cleaning frenzy here I come Yesterday I said it was a bad day for bread and no doubt I will pay for it, in the next few days. :( Hubby is suppose to be home for the week Yay! or is it.. he-he Keep my mind off the fridge/cupboards.. LOL in saying that i have school/work baking to do. BUT even then i have a plan.. 5 containers with only the amount of baking they need for each day and if i eat it i get yelled @.. snickers..... oh well TTFN!

2008-11-09T11:45:00.002+13:00

Sunday already,today we welcome a new government in.. Waves bye bye to Labour and in comes National - John Key is PM elect..
Now i am a Labour supporter and voted for them.. so there you have it!! BUT am looking forward to seeing what National can do to help keep and put our country on track..gasps!! bahahahaha... ok... movveeeeeeeeeeeeees on!!

2008-11-08T19:59:00.002+13:00

omg.. what a shite day.. hehe bread was my enemy today.. stuff's gingernut into mouth..
runs off and cries....ah tomorrow is a new day and this week is MY week :)

2008-11-07T11:02:00.006+13:00

omg, its so cold.. brrrrrrrrr :( my hands are frozen and I need to lite the fire I think..had a few phone calls last night, my brother needs a new kidney they told him they had one.. be here @ 6am .. then they ring @ 4.30am and say its no good :( how awful...prays that hopefully they will find him one soon.. I have had a crappy morning. LOL hubby got home last night, which is all good, but his 4wd had a flat battery this morning, so he jump started off mine and RAN over dog pooh on the front lawn from some STUPID neighbours MUTT, gags, had to hose it all off, and in the process was soaked before my meeting and no time to change.. shakes head if i find the mutt will give it a good boot!!

woohooo i ordered Mama Mia off Flybuys, can't wait for it to arrive :)
need to go and do my walk soon.. else i won't go, may just walk the long way to school since it's still so bloody cold out.

2008-11-06T13:44:00.006+13:00

oh god I been so tired the last few days its awful ,really need to get to bed early...
so tonight am going too...
Busy morning volunteering, eek! some days I wonder why I bother.. LOL BUT I love it! just can be dirty and tiring work, but you met and chat to some lovely people!
just about to go for a walk, yup you heard right!!! :)

well my walk was 25mins..
might need to extend the block over a bit more to get my 30mins in..
tomorrow i am going on the bike, rofl!

**********

2009 the government will start deporting all of the weird old people.
I started crying when I thought of you.Run, my friend, RUN !!!!

Well, what can I say? Someone sent it to me
& I'm not going alone.

2008-11-05T13:47:00.008+13:00

**** Obama Barack made history today, by becoming the FIRST black president for the USA!!****

Happy Hump Day!!

LOL

Well I finally got Hip Hop Abs downloaded.. LOL put it in the DVD player and do you think it would work..grrrrr.. anyhooooooooo today was my volunteering day so had to go , but it played on my pc.. Got home @ 1 and made lunch decided to sit and watch Knocked Up (omg), couldn't figure out for a few minutes WHY it wouldn't work.. Bahahahahaha TOTALLY BLONDE!! The cables was unplugged from when the girls was playing in the PlayStation last night... *snorts* So yay it should do, miss 12 is going to do it with me after school... Thinks maybe I need to put out "earthquake alert"

Today's Inspiration!

"The greatest thing you have is the 24 hours in front of you.
The past is gone; the future is distant.
Today you CAN succeed.
Set a goal you can achieve in the next 24 hours."

Breakfast
wheatmeal sandwich- toast 2
jam 1?
peanut butter 2
banana 1
coffee 0
mt...

6 points

krispie biscuit 1/2

strawberry
lunch
2 slices wheatmeal bread 2 points
ham 1 banana 1
tomato, lettuce 0
edam cheese 3
canola spread 1/2
brunch bar 3?

at- abes bagel crisps- 1 WW point

19? 4pm
need to find points for some... (daily = 24 points)

Well i heard from the lady from Green Prescription tonight. (grrr phone rang)
she said 30mins, biking or walking.. even if i just go round the block and in a month i could be doing 5km, since girls are at school no reason not too.... even taking them to park to kick soccer ball round.. woopeeee...

2008-11-04T09:25:00.008+13:00

42 months without a cigarette, YAY ME!!! that though is part of the cause of my fat arse~

My Inspiration Quote for the day!

IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW GOOD YOU ARE BUT HOW BAD YOU WANT IT!!

Someone will always be prettier.
They will always be smarter.
Their house will be bigger.
They will drive a better car.
Their children will do better in school.
And their husband will fix more things around the house.
So let it go, and love you and your circumstances.
Think about it.
The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
And the most highly favored Woman on your job may be unable to have children.
And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes....might be lonely.
And the word says if "I have not Love, I am nothing."
So, again, love you.
Love who you are.
Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!"
"Winners make things happen. Losers let things happen."
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world".

Have a Fabulous Day!!Go out there and succeed!

Food Diary- Day 1

Breakfast
sultana bran- trim milk
coffee -trim milk

Lunch
2 slices wholemeal sandwich bread
1 slice ham
tomato, lettuce, edam cheese, lite mayo.
coffee

off to find some water.. LOL

2 strawberries yummo!!
Managed to "find" the energy to clean right through, listens to the washing machine and thinks yup should hang it out eh.. Off to mow lawns and then walkin to get miss 5 from school ...

Dinner
ham steak
pineapple
tomato and oven fries.

adds the bad things i ate today
handful of chicken chips,
handful abe's bagel crisps
piece of lemon shortcake :(
I figure if i can't be HONEST why bother doing this at all.... walks off in shame

trim milk, 1 tsp milo...
Bedtime...

2008-11-03T14:47:00.001+13:00

If She Can Do it? So can I..
I really, really hate writing blogs, i have another private one would have to say its full of ramblings by the sounds of it of someone a few sandwiches short of a picnic...
OK I am adding things I have learnt with blogging from others.. 1st off reading other blogs is GREAT for inspiration...
The Amazing Adventures of Dietgirl is a fabulous book...
Read it you'll love it!! And maybe find a bit of yourself in her, I know I did...

Checks spelling for our spelling guru's LOL and away we go....

Where do I start gulps.. i went to see my doctor 2 weeks back,her scales are much nicer than mine i weighed in @ 105kg, (sh*t did i really type that for all to see)?which is better than mine by about 6kgs.. So no more weighing at home.. The doctor gave me a green prescription as well, 5 days a week 30mins moderate walking,as well that i have alot of Weight Watchers books that can help, its just a matter of getting of my backside and helping myself...ahem **d/l's Hip Hop Abs* insert halo